Saturday, February 26, 2011

26.2.2011

beauty within
well hello, just thought I'd take a turn on the blog and make it like, happier.
 currently I'm having a slight dilemma. So you see there's a guy whom I text every night and I think he's really sweet and all that. I knew him in primary school  but he never talked to me and now he texts me every night.
I haven't spoken a word, and everything is just looking at a screen on my phone. He says he'd like to talk in person but I feel rather insecure...
What if he doesn't like what I look like and won't talk to me anymore? I've been feeling fatter and fatter each day...
All my friends say I'm pretty and not fat but I don't believe them. I look at my self in the mirror and I'm not happy. Why couldn't I have been like those pretty girls I see?
I've told myself that I'm beautiful but I'm not convinced. I just want to be loved for who I am and I want somewhere where I can cry without being noticed, laugh without being hated and live without being judged.
"I want to be loved for who I am."
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My lovely adoptables

Specimen #1 Billapple
-Bill fell asleep and woke up in a parallel world. There, he found himself encased in a red eggshell, with the only hope that someone will help him out.
Well what are you waiting for? Help out the poor apple Bill (~OwO)~
Specimen #2 Tomato K
-Despite being born into a BLUE stocking, he was always teased as Tomato. Maybe it was because of his name or it was just because he was surrounded by retards. His hobby is getting clicked and he will huggle all those who DO click the little fella :D
Rayne says: Do me a favour and just click on them (the pictures not the names)? I will give you cookies if you click :3