27.3.2011

I lay me down.

yes I'm still alive. Amazing I haven't taken my own life. I missed the tokio hotel programme on tv yesterday >< I thought it was 10 pm... not 10 am. who in their right mind plays a rock band in the morning o.o oh well. One day I'm gonna catch them live >D *BERTEKAD!!* Gynie baby, hope you don't get sickened by the emo posts. Today at church, nothing special. Wasn't bothered to look good today. Grabbed my pink shirt, realized it was a bad idea so put on my jacket. I want a black jacket with neon green stuff.... maybe when I actually have money. Do check out Gynie's blog here :3 just for fun really. I feel darn fat o.o haih... LAGI BERTEKAD WANNA EXERCISE!! i wanna be skinny and pretty >< haihz... I wish my parents would let me wear what i want, eyeliner, dye my hair, wtv other crap I can do to spoil myself. Since that form 2 girl can, why can't I? >< Today kena prank call, credit to Ruby. Speaking of ruby. she still owes my my christmas present. shows how 'important' I am to her eh. The prank call was an epic fail anyways.

I believe in you.

School. 2nd in class. Got in deep shucks last friday. Damn that head prefect. I was talking to gynn about tokio hotel, she was hyperventilating, i noticed the prefect looking, asked her 'have you finished science?' then kena nice nice =3= called up onto stage summore. I dun give a crap about the demerit, it's the fact that I got gynn into this... sorry yeah baby. I don't think i wanna go to her canteen table anymore... later all her classmates say i cause her trouble >< i wouldnt really blame the prefect, being an exprefect i know it her respoinsibility. but i still hate her. that prissy girl >< haihz... life really took a turn that week. first, out of the class for not bringing my science book, the up-onto-stage calling, my not finishing homework... psssh. I hate life currently. Good for you that your life's probably better. I'm so glad I got a friend like gynn, but I think I'd better stay away from her... since I cause trouble to those around me. damn. I like her too much to drag her into more shit. even though she says she doesn't mind, its just my consiounce.(however you spell it.) well I guess thats it. Love me (please) .

Rayne.