Thursday, October 13, 2011

13.10.2011

I feel no pain. I want to feel too much pain so that I become numb to pain.
Why do people have to be so, mean? It's hard not to show that I am affected by what they say. What is friendship? Being close for a few months then ignoring each other for the rest of eternity?

ig-nore  /igˈnôr/

  1. Refuse to take notice of or acknowledge; disregard intentionally: "he ignored her question".
  2. Fail to consider (something significant): "satellite broadcasting ignores national boundaries".

Why does that word even exist? If there's anything that has hurt me in my life, it is that word. Or rather ignorance. Why does no one care? Why can't anyone see through my act of being 'all okay' and see that I am really hurting inside? Why is trust so fragile? Why can't someone always be there for me? Why is society so... difficult :/

I cannot trust anyone. I cannot put my belief in anything. 
Because nothing good comes out of it. 
I sound like an attention derived kid. The truth? I'm just lonely.

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My lovely adoptables

Specimen #1 Billapple
-Bill fell asleep and woke up in a parallel world. There, he found himself encased in a red eggshell, with the only hope that someone will help him out.
Well what are you waiting for? Help out the poor apple Bill (~OwO)~
Specimen #2 Tomato K
-Despite being born into a BLUE stocking, he was always teased as Tomato. Maybe it was because of his name or it was just because he was surrounded by retards. His hobby is getting clicked and he will huggle all those who DO click the little fella :D
Rayne says: Do me a favour and just click on them (the pictures not the names)? I will give you cookies if you click :3