29.04.2012

I has headache >< Headaches have gotten unusually frequent for me *sighs*

I'm such a fail at dieting...

So essentially for the past few weeks I've been trying to diet. Like, avoiding fast food and stuff (which I very epically failed.)
I've decided. TO HELL WITH WORRYING SO MUCH. I'm just gonna enjoy life, exercise the every occasional random time and just, LIVE. I swear all this worrying is causing me more pimples ><

How many of you didn't care about what I just said? :D




ANYWAY, here's something I've been pondering...
So once upon a time, in a not so far away land was ME. Me and person C. We were in the same primary school and funny thing is, we never talked before. Maybe there was the occasional 'Hi' but... nothing else. THEN somehow or rather when I was in secondary school (form 1 or 2) I started texting with person C. EVERY NIGHT. There was once we texted until about 3 in the morning o.o
It went on for about a year I think... and then. We stopped. Just stopped. Talking didn't seem fun anymore, I've tried to start conversation again but it feels like I'm bothering person C. I'm sure some of you know how I feel. It's kind of sad really, and I don't even know why. Has person C found someone more fun and better to text? Was it something I said? *sighs*

I think I'm just overthinking it.

Now, we move on to person IHHSM. (don't ask o.o) We were good friends and ended up in the same class this year (again -.-). She's totally fine and all that, very pretty too. But there's this thing about her attitude that seems to peeve me all the time. So I'm the 'cleanliness representative' of the class and if the class is dirty, I have to pay. Like, Pay, with hard cold CASH. IHHSM is on duty for sweeping the floor and well, she was all 'I'll just pay the fine.' I wouldn't have minded if it wasn't for that every month, the cleanliness scores are tallied and the worst class, dirtiest class and most undisciplined class are chosen. There's also an average score and me being the ultimate kiasu, strive to be above the average score.
So I kind of got angry and threatened her a bit. (at least I think so o.o) Then she and the other person on duty did their duty and well, they missed a lot of rubbish but since they were sweeping anyway, I decided to save my voice and took the broom from them to do it myself. Since then she's been a little cold o.o
THEN (jeng jeng jeng) we had this rehearsal for something and we had to sit in lines. I wanted to talk to my friend who was supposed to sit with her in the row behind me and I was like 'IHHSM, move.' THERE WAS AMPLE SPACE, I HAVE WITNESSES. But she went all whiny like, 'I don't want to, she can go sit the other side.' My reaction in my head?

whu-?

THERE'S IS SO MUCH DAMN SPACE NEXT TO YOU AND TO MUCH SPACE FOR HER TO SIT THERE. CAN'T YOU JUST SCOOT YOUR SKINNY BUTT OVER AND JUST MOVE?! 

Of course I didn't say that, just kind of like... 

patience Rayne, patience...

yeah. so she scooted over anyway. Then whenever I tried to talk to her she avoided eye contact. I think she was just trying to concentrate on her history book but... I'm sick of her 'cold shoulder'. 

Yeah, no shit. She's the same girl as the post before and before. The girl who put me through a lot last year ^^

I'm so just... urgh.

*commands all possible patience*

bye-bi~! 

:) Rayne