Friends. We all have them. At least I thought I did. I find it quite amusing, how fragile a relationship is. I thought I was liked, but when I think about it again, I'm really not memorable at all. Imagine a puzzle, it's complete. You can't fit any other piece in. That's how I feel. It's not easy to slip into those groups that are already made. Of course some people don't have a problem.
So today it was just another day at school. During physics I was sitting with my group. Group, not friends. Maybe used-to-befriends. Something happened earlier this month which really, I don't think is my fault at all. I had every right to lose my cool at them that day. Since then me and two of my friends have been on rather awkward terms, or rather it's possibly obvious that they don't want to have anything to do with me.
I just feel so unwanted.
I almost did it again, but of course me being forgetful as always, I forgot to bring along my compass *cough* cutting object *cough*.
I live on attention. I'm not getting it. I just want to cry and let it all out.
If I were to die, I wonder who'd actually care.
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