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| set the world on fire |
Have you ever got that feeling that you really don't know what to do? So basically, today was A's last day in school since she's migrating to New Zealand. I really felt rather sad since she was my second friend in secondary school. So earlier about last month she asked if I'd like to go to B's house for a last reunion thingy, but then the next day she said her mother didn't let her since she had to pack on the last day. But yesterday in the canteen C told her in chinese that she couldn't go for an 'outing'. A immediately shushed her and gave me a short glare. That's when things became fishy. Then I decided to just ask for fun. She said they're going to D's house but D was like, 'Hah?!' so I'm just guessing that A's trying to fake it... Yesterday I asked D a few things and she told me that they were gonna meet in Leisure mall tomorrow. So today I decided to ask A again, and once again she told me they were going to D's house. But D gave the same shocked reaction but A covered her face slightly to do the shush action.
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| bleed my heart |
Honestly I'm rather hurt if this is true, but I'm not sure if I should stake my trust for her. She IS leaving anyway. So maybe I wasn't such a good friend, maybe she doesn't like me. I never really could fit into that chinese gang anyway. But I can't help but feel, betrayed. Maybe she knows that my parents don't let me out, But even so it wouldn't kill to ask, or when C brought up the topic she could've told me the truth.
I think I'm overthinking this. It's all probably not true.
How stupid of me.
Dear blog, I wish I knew what to do, and I wish I never knew :(
EXAM RESULTS! Gawd, B for 3 subjects so far... I really live up to my name. ><
Keep living, listen to my complaints and rock on :) <3s Rayne.
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